Who relishes time spent as an orphan? One thing I learned while working in Ecuador serving orphans was that up until a certain age, they really don't know their orphans. Our little lady is past that stage of course and being the sharp cookie that she is, she knows she belongs in and deserves a family.
I've felt a bunch of doubt from people lately; doubt that I can handle all this, even some doubt that she'll want us as a family. I can't say I know full well how things will be when she gets here but I can say that we are committed as a family to being her family however that needs to happen, it will. People have suggested that I will in some way neglect the needs of the littlest lady (due 2.9) while meeting the needs of the rest of the family. I'm not sure what to think when I hear this.
a. who neglects an infant? or a baby? or any child for that matter?
b. is the better option that our little lady remain an orphan?
These dubious thoughts and comments eat at me and they motivate me. We'll do this, we'll do it well and when all is said and done these "nay sayers" will have to find some juicer gossip to stew about because we'll just be us, still here, doing what we do.
So to all you doubty mustafas here's a glimpse into what started us down this path. The little lady's original profile.
Marissa 15H
All these kids are suffering by not being with Mom and Dad, but Marissa is literally heartbroken and is crying to be taken home.
Girl, born August 2006
1zpfn-15
Lower extremities paraparesis
What a beautiful girl, with such soulful eyes!
Volunteers found Marissa when she was three years old. She could barely move and didn't speak. With the help of our volunteers, Marissa was treated at an orthopedic clinic where she was cared for by a wonderful nanny. After just a couple of months, you wouldn't have recognized this child! She started speaking (and not just speaking, but speaking in phrases!) The treatment also gave hope that Marissa will be able to walk. Marissa has learned a lot since we first met her. Most orphans are somewhat behind the children their age that are raised in families, and even more so if they have certain disabilities. Marissa would definitely blend in with kids that are raised at home; she is ahead of her peers at the orphanage. She has a wonderful memory, she loves seeing her new friends and telling them about her life.
What our volunteers said about Marissa, October 2010 "Our efforts brought amazing results. Marissa's legs are a lot stronger now, she can move them when she is sitting in a stroller and even lift them up above her head when she is lying down! Just to think that, not long ago, Marissa's legs wouldn't move at all, like the legs of a rag doll." "Marissa loves car rides. She is used to me driving her to the doctor and back to the orphanage. Recently, she has been asking me to take her "home". It breaks my heart. I am hoping that very soon it will be her MAMA, not a volunteer, who will come to hug and kiss her, and take her home."
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Update, August 2011: As you know, Marissa was a forgotten child until she was 3 years old and since that time the volunteers are dedicating themselves to spend time with her individually. Marissa has started to blossom: she feels her legs now, she can control bowel movements, and hold urine for longer periods than before. Now her mental development is corresponding her age group. The doctors believe that Marissa will walk with the help of braces or some kind of support. Even though she is still in a recovery period, she already has weak movements in her legs. She did not feel her legs before.
Her suspected hip dislocation was not operated on yet. The child needs an operation.
She has some speech and developmental delays, but is described as 'active and inquisitive.'
That's our gal. Patiently waiting to be surrounded by parents and brothers and a tiny little sister who love her dearly. One huge difference between care takers and parents: Parents never leave. Orphanage staff go home each night and that is where their life, their family is. Then in the morning they return to the building, their place of employment, and that is where you (the orphan) remain, waiting for a life beyond the walls a life where you too get to leave.
We're coming little lady. We'll take you home.
everyone probably just imagines themselves in your shoes and thinks 'wow i could never handle all that on my plate' - but we all know YOU can :)
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Anyone who would doubt your ability to give attention to a baby and other children at once just doesn't know you very well (or your love for little bundles of chubbiness).
ReplyDeleteI've always thought it was funny that people would think having more children makes you less capable to provide love for them--as if it's a finite commodity. When you get married, you find love beyond yourself for another person. When you have your first child, you add more love to your family than you ever knew was possible. And each additional child just adds love to your family. I have absolutely NO DOUBT in your abilities to offer Marissa love, support and stability while also loving your other new Little Miss.
Hoping to make another donation soon! Our financial position has changed a bit so life it a little tighter than it used to be. But I'm sure we can find a little extra! You're in our prayers!
I found your blog after seeing Marissa on Reece's Rainbow. I'm praying for your family and for her. She really grabbed my heart. She looks very much like my stepdaughter did when she was little. They could be sisters. Ignore people who give you grief over how many children you have. We have 6 (none adopted, but his, mine, and ours) and I have learned to let it roll off my back. After they see how capable you are and how loved they all are, then it will be 'Wow, I couldn't do what you do!' :)
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